It is my birthday morning and I am inspired. I am motivated and driven, an exciting new day ahead. Another year has passed and I have evolved further. I remember this day exactly two years ago. I remember the words of that song. Remember my resolve and the determination that then followed. I have succeeded, achieved more than I thought possible. There is a long way to go yet, but I have a lifetime to get there.....
It is my birthday lunchtime and I feel very much alone and very lonely. Standing in the centre of the city of London, surrounded by thousands of people. I feel overwhelming sadness. I should not feel this. I have just started an amazing new job, have so many happy things and people in my life and yet I am here in this sad little place. Alone. I forget where I was this morning and stay where I am, for now. I wish "the kiddies" were here...
It is my birthday evening. I am happy. I feel so alive, energized and free spirited. I am connected to people and connected to life. Energized by these connections, flowing through my veins, my heart beating loud and strong. I am standing only 200 yards from my lonely place at lunchtime. I smile at the very thought of "the kiddies" being here....
It is the end of my birthday, 30 minutes past midnight. I like where I am. I feel content. I like my world.
