To view the world from Spike’s perspective ensures a
personal experience that warms your heart and lifts your mind. While greys and blues were Spike’s external
colours, his mind was a beautiful never ending rainbow….
To walk down a path and be entranced by a leaf dancing in
the wind; to then gaze at the leaves as they fall from the trees during the
Autumn fall, entranced by their natural beauty; to gaze for hours at birds
flying high in the sky, wondering where their journey will take them; to bounce
like a frog when trying to hunt them….
He was scared of badgers, probably originating from the time
one charged straight at him along a narrow path. I do not believe Mr Brock’s intention was to
attack Spike, it just panicked and chose the most direct route home, straight
through Spike and the human holding his lead.
Mr Brock was on a collision course with both Spike and I, but we were
saved from the impact by the dog we call Superbrat. There was a short scuffle before Mr Brock
decided that a fight with Superbrat was not a good idea and went home to tell
his family about the day he took on a Siberian Husky….
Even left-over porridge would light up Spike’s face. He loved porridge, cottage cheese and mashed
potato and would bounce around in sheer delight when they were on the
menu. Give him raw meat and “normal”
husky food and dinner would begrudgingly be consumed.
Spike’s naughtiness brought colour into our lives. In a silent room he would suddenly charge and
start shouting, trying to evoke a reaction in the innocent person deep in
concentration. If he was reprimanded he
would simply dash out the room and peek his head round the corner, and shout
even louder. This was a game he used to
love playing regularly with me, irritatingly distract me and then run
away. When I realised the objective of
the game it became easier to pretend to be cross, but hard not to laugh seeing
the pleasure that it clearly brought him.
In the darkness of the night, he would awaken the household to let us all know that a hedgehog was trespassing in the garden. Cue lots of red words from the humans as sleep was adjourned and replaced with the hedgehog emergency rescue operation procedure.
When Spike left us, we entered a very dark world. It was full of blackness with multiple
streaks of blues. Immense sadness that
we would never again see or feel him, hear his shouts or see his smiles. And as the sadness subsided there were
tormenting questions in the mind. The passing
of any young creature always brings those tormenting questions, always wishes
and dreams that something could have been different.
As time passes, our lives are becoming colourful again as we
remember the lessons in life that Spike taught us and our happy memories of him
replace the sadness of the things we never got to show him or share with
him. Spike taught us to see beauty in
all that is around us, take joy in simple things and do all that you can when
you can. Seize every opportunity that
comes your way and accept everyone for who and what they are. Spike had a very damaged and disabled body,
but he did not let that hinder his positive outlook on life. His determined
mind set appeared to give his frail body a special power and ability that defied
medical logic.
In September we took Spike to a beer festival in the New
Forest where the Ukulele band “The Mother Ukers” was performing. The lead singer saw Spike happily playing
with children and dedicated a song (ironically “Love Cats”!) to him.
Yesterday we went to a beer festival where the same band was
playing. Unbeknown to me they had
learned of Spike’s passing. They
dedicated one of their songs to him and it was not only us that felt immensely
profound emotional impact. The majority of
the audience started dancing around and singing, I have never seen anything
like it at a CAMRA beer festival. The
crowd responded to that dedication and the merriment continued for the
remainder of the band’s performance.
The song they chose was “500 miles” by the Proclaimers. One day I hope to run again and when I do I want
to run 500 miles for Spike. I want to
run each of those 500 miles in beautiful colour. It will be my tribute to Spike and
confirmation that his legacy lives on, in me, in you and in anyone that chooses
to view the world in multi layered colour, no matter what life throws at them.
(Eternal thanks to Ian J Berry for his outstanding photos and helping to make me cry with happiness at a beer festival)